For a second I stopped thinking about you
For a second the aching in my heart
To step away from your embrace
Reminds me that we're still on earth
There's not a perfect place
So when times passes and the buzz is gone
Our hands will intertwine
I'll feel like everything's fine
I'll pretend to be smart for you
So when the rush of life restarts
It'll no longer feel like there's a dart in my heart
There's not much left to say
Or think, for that matter
About the laughter and chatter
And memories that we share
But distance makes you unaware
Distance does not tell you
How good it is to talk face-to-face
Distance does not show you
How good it is to look into his space
And find his eyes, so rich and defined
Distance forgets to mention
The anticipation before holding his hand
To have 10 fingers intertwined
Distance does not give you his embrace
Where you feel his heart all over the place
And heave all the feelings aside
He's the type that all the girls like
He's got game in his name
His aesthetics add to the blessing
You feel when he chats you up
He's fine, clean shaven, beard just right
Eyes and nose in proportion
Lips to kiss you goodnight
His arms in concave shape
But not too much as to cause distress
Voice gentle, personality diverse
The one that makes you wonder if he could ever be a curse
The thing that gets to me
When he strolls my way just to greet
I think I'm going to suffocate
Really you're just lame
We banter for a bit
You ask for my number as you see fit
'Lets wait, see how it goes'
If I said that, would you
Reply back?
In the same manner and tone as you did before?
Or would you get lost and momentarily forget we were here
Of constant grumbling and success
Alternatively, you could grace me
I thought I said I loved you
I thought you said you loved me too
And should finally awaken
I'm priding myself in these 3 words, 8 letters with one meaning
As you're reminded of how wonderful life is
You squeal with 3 last exhalations
But that's for the control of the above
Can't wash away the experience
Living in my own, sort of sphere
Choosing to ignore the near
And chasing away that tear
Are we consumed in the culture of 'feel'?
That we neglect the real?
And talk to my Father to thank him
I couldn't have asked for more...